I want to cut to the chase. I was just dumped from a 8 month relationship. Yes I am young, almost 15, but it still hurts. I spent my year trying very hard to be happy, and it's hard to keep that up in 2017. I need advice, I'm having trouble staying strong.
Hey, you need to distract yourself. 8 months is a long time, so if you can't distract yourself, it's okay to let it all out now. Trust me, it's better than holding your feelings in for a long time.
As an autistic teen, a lot of shit about neurotypical people irks me. So what I would do is write the most violent, dripping-with-emotion piece and just leave it in my Drive and not touch it. Then all the bothersome feelings would ebb away. They come back, of course, but it's a process. Please don't get angry at people like I do, lmao. I just hope to give you ideas. TL;DR dump your emotions into art maybe?
I've struggled with problems such as yours before, I know they're horrible to escape. The best thing to do is to meet new people, new friends, it'll take your mind off the previous relationship and it may even find you someone better than your last relationship. (There's always someone better if your last relationship didn't work out, even if they seemed like the entire universe to you.) Pick up a new skill, sport or perhaps even get a job? (I don't know where you live, but in England you can get a part-time job at 15 :P) Even if you're not an outdoors person, take up a new game? Try new minigames on J&H? Just try forget about it, alright? :3 ~Jess a.k.a Kyufa