2016 review

I have gotten a few things this year.

-Promoted to Helper
-Made more friends
-Finished my first good horror game (Onad)
-Did a face reveal and didn't regret it
-Maybe fell in love too

-Got better at school
-Got my own meme
-Started feeling happy again
-Got better at drawing/designing

If anything else pops up in my mind, I'll add it

 

@Gamerrizz isnt cool



he is hot

 

Here's some stuff that's happened to me this year, IRL and this community as well.

IRL:

• Started high-school
• Played summer ball
• Graduated middle-school (similar thing to starting high-school)
• Got freaking straight A's, first time doing that
• Surpassed through some of the hardest times of my life (anxiety/depression/etc)
• Lost a bit of weight from last year
• Got a new phone O:

Stuff I've 'accomplished' here:

• More friends
• Got Helper
• Got Moderator
• One thousand and two thousand posts, oh my.
• Almost 5k likes, fancy stuff ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
• Started my "Wrestling theme song of the week" trend in my information page, and it has been going on for close to 20 weeks now.
• Learned to deal with not pvping as much to avoid myself becoming an ocean of saltyness/depressed/you know the deal.
• Revived SantaSmg ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
• Been staff for close to four months, yippee

 

Tbh the only noteworthy stuff that happened to me this year was getting helper, settling my dues, and meeting a cutie called @Wuffy_ <3

 

I didn't really accomplish much on the server, but all I can count as an accomplishment in the community is that I'm back. IRL; well, I got thinner and better at sports. Including my grades.

 

yoikes

- I MET MY BEST FREIND @PoetryDivided <3
- started dating this loser @Jit (love you mwuah)
- 8th grade prom (it was actually lit!!)
- started ninth grade
- got a new headset/computer
- made a fuck ton of new friends (server and irl)
- started playing the guitar again bois
- graduated 8th grade (which was actually really emotional because i was in my last school for 9 years!! [k -8th])

that's basically it because i'm boring and have no life

 

- Met my best friend @Jourdan <33
- Started 8th grade !!
- Took the SHSAT
- No longer a twelvie
- Met new amazing people
- Got closer to many friends
- Got a new phone
- I MET JOEY FUCKING GRACEFFA

I can't wait for 2017 :)

 

- Made a lot of friends in school
- Got a new iPhone
- Watched TV
- Even more TV
- Played Minecraft
- Went on forums

Those are really good goals amirite (;

 

-SAW PAUL MCCARTNEY FOR THE FOURTH TIME AHAHAHAH
-Marching band
/Winning a bunch of shiny plastic
/GRAND CHAMPIONSHIP AYYYYYY
-Saw The Rolling Stones for the second time
-Saw The Monkees for the first time
-And The Who and Bob Dylan
-Made friends in the non-internet realm ayyy
-Hung out with a bunch of huge nerds (academic bowl) and they're the coolest
-Lost 30LB

 

I've been clean for 8 months!! hoping I can improve!
I started writing my secret project, 6 months in the making
got a job! which im actually leaving soon meaning tomorrow
so much art done this and im not even done
got so many roles in so many great shows. (my acting is getting better and singing)
figured out what i want to go to university for.
i did so much service and helped so many amazing people
I met misha collins
got a new car
29 ON MY ACT
turned 17, an age in which i didn't think that i could make it to. im really proud of myself
finally started therapy
I came out!
I've felt a little bit better. I've learned to handle myself better.
I am going for emancipation soon!
#BOYCOTTHAMILTON

As much as I love boasting about my successes every year, i love looking at my failures so i know what i can improve on
i switched my depression, anxiety and bipolar meds a lot this year. it's hard to find the right ones that work for me but i was recently put on something different and i hope they work!
I am not doing good in college math right now
doing some not so good things that i won't say here
i almost got kicked out of my house
my family literally almost sent me to a mental hospital which is one of my worst fears.
my mood swings have gotten worst.
i've became more distant and isolated
+ plus a lot of other things but yeah i won't talk about them

server:
staff stuff that i did

 

• I made some friends (I guess) irl lol.
• Managed to come back to the server and made some new friends there WOOP.
• Rekindled some older server friendships.
• Got 2nd place in overall Skywars Wins & 4th on Kills, about to get 3rd on Kills and 1st on Wins.
• Left my job at McDonalds and got a new one at a supermarket.
• Started work on a writing project.
• Didn't kill myself (Biggest achievement, because that's been the hardest thing).
• Haven't killed anybody else yet, holy shit, that's surprising.
• Got followed by SUPERFRUIT!!!!
• Annoyed everybody else lol.

And I think that's basically it. I've done hardly anything of any real value.

 

• Promoted to Helper
• Promoted to Mod
• Promoted to Mod+
• Got a place in an engineering college.
• Started dating @RednosePhoenix
  
• Started to get a bit mentally stable.
• Passing every assesment.
• Getting distinctions in most of my work.
• Oh and managed to get my parents to allow me to go to the Netherlands on my own.(@Phoenix)

 

This year has been a very... Bad year tbh. It was seriously a Rollercoaster of up and downs.

Bad things:

• I almost failed my school year.
• I lost my childhood friend (she suicided...)
• I lost the mother of my childhood friend, which I was really close with, to cancer.
• I lost many friends.
• I've been bullied in really bad ways. Not just words, but also physically.
• I've had a lot of fights with my mom and dad, which was my fault...
• I've been through depression.

Good things:

• I've met someone who seriously saved me. Yeah, he did. While I was going through a depression, he was there for me. I was about to give up, but he showed me what was really important. People cared about me. And he was one of them. I seriously love this guy with all my heart. You're the best @Kaiiven
• I managed to succeed and finish last school year.
• I got closer with my best friend @Mystic <3
• I got promoted to Helper
• I got promoted to Mod
• I've never been happier than this. These last months of 2016 have been the best months of my entire life. I seriously love this community. You've all helped me in good and bad times. Thank you <3

 

To much has happened. Literally. I honestly cant tell if its bad or good.
Bad Things~
-=- Lost 3 no 4 now people on the server that meant a lot to me. They ignore me, dont talk to me and make me feel like shit daily!! (3 of them)
-=- Self harmed
-=- Attempted suicide
-=- Lost friends IRL
-=- My depression was at its worst
-=- Got made fun of because I was singing in class and it wasnt very good singing.
-=- Struggling a lot A LOT in school, were doing GCSE work 2 years ahead of time. I have my options soon aswell
-=- My sisters hamster died
-=- My great uncle & aunt died of throat cancer
I could go on but im gonna stop there
Best things
-=- CLEARLY THE BEST THING IS ME GETTING OVERWATCH HEHEHE @Mad trgrdtrcr trgrdBISCUITTIN BOIBOIBOBI
-=- Getting closer to my baby boo i love her so much pls ppls pls @RednosePhoenix
-=-I made a fan account, which im proud of, at this moment in time it has 345 posts and 258 followers. Not a lot. Still happy
-=- I made a staff application which I was very very proud of but i closed it meh XD
-=- Found nightcore. nothing more needs to be said
-=- Vol 4 of rwby obiobiobiobiboib
-=- I got learning ambassidor at my school which is just amazing for me
-=- I got library assistant at my school and i love reading and helping out at my schools LRC (Learning Resource Centre // a library with computers XD)
-=- I made it into school council which is rly fucking hard XD
-=- IVE MET SO MANY AMAZING PEOPLE ITS ACTUALLY UNREAL I DONT NEED TO TAG BECAUSE THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE I LOVE ALL OF THEM GIRL OR BOY IDC NOT IN THAT WAY HUSH UP CHILD XDXDXDXD
-=- I had a boyfriend, sure you can guess who he is. He was amazing. He made me happy. Our pathetic calls and conversations always made me happy. The few weeks we were together were just the best. The relationship is over now, it was ended due to timezones but it was still just amazing and he knows who he is boi
My hands hurt from all this typing im gonna stop but i could go on XD

2016 has been... interesting. Could've been better
Thanks guys<3
ilya

 

omg i got tagged

 

My year, well, Jesus Christ, the best year of my life, despite all the pain it may have caused me.

I.
- Lost my grandmother to Alzheimers in January
- Wrote an entire book @RednosePhoenix
- Met my best online friend @Mad you hot piece of shit.
- Won love, lost love, 3 times.
- Had the most insecure year of my entire life.
- Met new friends and started Year 9.
- Overcame the death of someone I loved.
- Raised £400 for Alzheimer's Society by running 10 miles.
- Saw my favourite band in concert.
- Missed out on school council by a re-vote.
- Became vice-captain of my school football team.
- Established my place as centre-mid.
- Tried a lot of new things.
- Gained confidence. A LOT of confidence.
- Turned 12.
- Realised the world is a cruel place, and most of the time you gotta fend for yourself.
- I made people cry tears of joy, from what I say, and my comforting presence.
- I made myself count as one hell of a nice bloke.
- Won the Inishowen League golden boot with 19 goals in a season.
- Joined a football team, after so many insecurities, after I was snubbed by my last club.
- 2016. What a ride.

 

I,
- Became Helper
- Promoted to Mod
- Made @MrDeathWilliam laugh on TS
- Saw Williams hot ass mug "Holy shit? Holy shit."
- Made new friends (@StaffTeam)
- got a job, then lost it
- Pre-enlisted into the USMC