Well, its what you've all been waiting for. I'm leaving

I am literally crying typing this...

So, the title says it. I'm leaving. I have my reasons. I'm sorry forums, I have abandoned you. I have failed you...this is my own decision. No one is making me leave, I have made my mind...

I never really get on the server anymore. I was going to wait until the next revamp, but its to long. The mini-games aren't fun for me anymore, most of my friends have left to other servers, and nothing really happens anymore.

The community. This is one of my big issues. Most of the community is spammers, young kids who can't act correctly, and some people who are just down right mean. Some are racists, and others...are just ass holes. And then there's the stress, and the pressures. I care for everyone on this server, weather I show it or not. Even the most annoying kid, I care for. I don't want anything to happen to these people. I don't want to see them getting bullied, leaving, or...possibly dying. Too many people are getting corrupted, falling to the spammy side. Some are even threatening to kill themselves.

The pressures. Some of these are from the forums. Hating for posts I make, suggestions I make, and just criticizing me. When I give them constructive criticism, they just flame me for it. Then there's the irl pressures, like school. School is finally taking its tole. My GPA is terrible. My grades are dropping, and my friends aren't hanging out with me much anymore. I'm hated at school for my looks, how I act and whatever else they can dig up on me.

The server doesn't make me happy anymore. It used too, when I played with friends and such, but now, it just can't. I'm getting back to writing stories, something I loved to do all the time. The forums used to be a Safe Haven for me: Somewhere that I could say what I wanted and would barley be criticized for it. Now, you can't post a simple thing without being flamed. The forums was the place where I had a clean slate, and no body knew me. How I act on the forums is not how I act IRL. I may seem mature here, but i'm not irl. Everyone hates me for it.

Then theirs young love. I have a relationship with someone on the server, but i'm not saying who. Then their is the girl at school who I really like, but she despises me, as does everyone else. Even worse, she is one of the popular kids. I do like her...I just can't say it. I'll get annihilated...

The server, the forums, TS...it just isn't worth it to me anymore...I was never ready for this. Never ready for love, mod. And I don't deserve a lot of you guys. You are all so nice to me (some in their own ways). I could never return that kindness. I'm too cold hearted of a person to do it.

Thank you...all of you for giving me the experiences I have had while here. The great ones, the bad ones, the fun ones and the sad ones. I will never forget them. I will always remember all of you. There is some thanks to give where thanks is due...


Dmuds: Probably my first friend on this server. You trusted me, and you were one of my best friends...I will always remember that.

pwnagepotato1337: Second I believe. You trusted me, and looked up to me. I wish you luck with what you do.

Albinobat: I'm sorry for the grief I have caused you. And know that my leaving wasn't your fault. It was mine. Thank you, for being one of the kindest people i've ever met...

RocWolfTheHunter: For accepting me as a friend, when I truly don't deserve one as great as you.

John_0696_: For making great comics. You always found a way to make someone laugh. That is a trait that few have. Cherish it.

Crono: Even during your absence, you were always a great friend. And a very understanding one at that.

Gabehalo1: For "trolololol" ing through out our friendship. You are the best troll I have ever known.

Perc: For trusting me enough to let me be mod, to help you in your journey to leadership.

Lidia: Even though we have had our differences, we never really hated each other. We only had a really large misunderstanding. You helped me understand many things.

Misfit: For being a very understanding and friendly mod. You knew when and how to act.

homieboy: For helping me the most throughout my time on the forums. I could never thank you enough.

victorious_deus: Even though you are no longer on the forums, you were always an understanding person. And a really kind one at that.

ItsMira: For being my KFC eating one of my best friends on the server. We always talked to eachother...

DwD_Flare: For being someone to truly look up to. Even though you have your flaws, you accept when people point them out and fix them.

Athenswill: For writing those awesome stories, and becoming one of the fastest made friends I have made before.

JoeyBacon: We have had many differences in the past, but you have helped me see my flaws, even though I bashed you for it. I'm sorry for the harm I have caused you...

Spicy, rockor and Cannoli: For being members to truly look up to and respect. For being role models when I couldn't. For helping make the forums a better place.

The staff of J&H: Even though I have pissed many of you off before, I thank you for the experience. You taught me to obey the rules and learn from my mistakes. You always kept the server a nice place to be...

Yomc: Even though he doesn't go here anymore, I have to thank him. He believed in me, and he put his trust into me. He even respected me. I'm sorry for letting you down...

SoliderCoffee0 (Vinyl): For loving me, even when I was in the worst of moods. Even when no one else wold, you were there for me. Thank you, so much for that.

The J&H community: Once again, for giving me the experiences i've had here. I am forever grateful.

If you wish to talk to me, I will pop on TS every once in a while. My Skype is the same as forums name. Also, I can be found on Wynncraft now, if you wish to talk to me ingame.

Thank you...all of you...for accepting me to your ranks...

Goodbye

EDIT: I have no idea where you guys are getting it from...but its not my birthday...my birthday is January 8th...

 

Sad to see you go....

You were a great person to the community, through the good times and the bad. Im sure you have changed many. Good luck on your future endeavours!

 

Sad that you're leaving. I never expected that.

 

We haven't all been waiting for this. We don't want you to go.
Come on, dude. The forums is something to be reformed. And you were one of the largest people in that reformation. Remove the capstone of the arch, and it crumbles.
You are the capstone. The arch will crumble if you leave. Do not let these forums crumble. Many want the reform. Do you want it? Don't you? For if the forums is to fall, then no hope can remain. You are one of the last people who can help.
I beg you, do not leave, for if the reforms truly do succeed, then it will all work out well in the end.

 

Wow.
Pegging me as one of your role models is quite the irony, as you are mine as well.
There are a few things we all need you to realize, before you leave.
You were one of the people who made a great impact on the forums, like many others who sadly, have departed as well.

But just because you will be busy, doesn't mean you cannot stop by and chat with some old friends! :p


You know, when I first joined the forums, I was new to the whole thing itself. I desperately tried to fit myself in, and I could not myself.

And that's when you and others came in. I followed your footsteps, and tried to catch up to you guys. I looked up to you as a great role model, as well as some others. You guys were wonderful people, people who kept the server in peace and order, something I cannot do.

But when those role models of mine left, I swore that I would take their place, and try to contribute. But alas, I cannot do everything that you could have done, Pyro.

You were one of the last survivers, come to think of it. Many of us have given up, and left. But you persisted. New people come and go, but you are one of the most experienced forum veterans. The forums are like a tower, every tower needs its foundation. We are building that tower right now.
And you are part of the foundation. Without you, the tower will fall.

And that's why I will try to fill that missing area in. I will try to shoulder your burden, go through the same experiences that you have.

I hope you lead a good life, and to remember me, remember us, as you continue through the road of life.
You said you had a crush on someone, don't be scared to admit it. Whether she likes you or not, doesn't really matter, you will get over it, life is too short to dwell on these things, you pull yourself up, and continue your way.

So good luck Pyro.
Wherever you will go, I hope you are happy.

 

Why's everyone leaving... why...

Pyro, you were actually the first one I talked to. Well, when you had posted on my profile how I wasn't following the rules in the old forums. It's a shame to see you go... it really is. Keep in touch?

P.S. I'm so tired. Can't find anything to write.

 

I never expected this ;-; I wish you luck with your grades, maybe comeback once in a while when your grades are up? And, sorry about IRL problems. Maybe ask your parents for a school transfer. It will give you a fresh new start and gain some new friends who won't ditch you like your old friends did. You cannot suffer in this school anymore. Just, get a new start. A new school would be best for you. If you do, the best thing to get you friends is to join any Band. Concert, Orchestra, Symphonic, Guitar, Marching Band, whatever fits you. I hate to see you go and suffer in this bad world that you live in. Honestly, my best advice I could give you is, tell your parents what is going on. Ask for a transfer to a new school, and join the band. The band is something that gets you tons of friends. I got 10+ friends after joining the band, when I went straight to Middle School. Also, do not try to get friends. Get friends by just talking to a classmate. He then will introduce you to their friends. Then you gain even more friends. That's how I basically became friends with a fellow STONEHENGE member, LittleManJP. Most of my friends here were dmud's friends. A new school is something I strongly recommend. Join any sports or some clubs that gives you a chance to make friends, such as a chess club. I wish you luck in the future, and I hope you will come back soon.

~pwnagepotato1337

Edit: I forgot to tell you, and you forgot to tell us. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

 

SilentThief. I think cause the servers getting boring, well survival was a huge part of the servers popularity.

 

EDIT: bye Pyro D: I didn't really knew you

 

Owww.
Sad to see you go , I always looked up to you. You're nice and helpful.
Where you may go , good luck.
EDIT: wait , wat. Happy birthday!

 

Ya it's his birthday xD Look at his profile. I hope he will come back on the forums ;-;

 

Sorry about that bro

it is sad to see you go. I HOPE YOUR LIFE DOES PICK UP THOUGH AND I WISH YOU THE BEST <3

 

Well, we have had our differences in the past. We've fought over the quality of the forums, and all the other things. But, I've come to realize that you've actually helped me throughout those fights. I've realized to actually read my posts twice before I post them. I suppose someone does need to rise up and take over for you, and I suppose I could try my hardest to fill in the gap.

 

Im sorry to hear that.
Good luck later in life on minecraft!

 

I'm sorry to hear that ;-;
I've always looked up to you, as you were one of my rolemodels (I have quite a few, but I'll list 3: Yomc, Claire, you).
I wish you luck for your future, but I also hope you will visit us sometime.

 

Hoping to see you on minecraft version 2.0 as i see you're quitting for sometime. me sad :(

 

Ok, I'm back. I realized I made a really rash decision the other night, and have come back. Now, some things to address here:

KingSoltan: This thread is not old. The last message before macario posted was only 24 hours old. Thats not even close to old.

Its not my birthday...that's the 8th of January...

I also request a lock on this...Its time to go to work.

EDIT: Son of a bitch, I lost my 666 posts. DAMMIT

 

Sorry fml. And welcome back :D

 

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

 

Wahh.. so that's why you haven't been on lately? I'm used to saying "Pyrooo :D" when you're online.. which I haven't lately o.o
Checked the forums just to be sure.. I respect you decisions, its fine for you to move on. We all have to eventually, right? After the revamp, maybe you will return to us and we'll all happly accept you into our new (maybe old) community :D<3