With a title of "Pls dont read" I hope you realize almost now everybody is going to read and ask about it. I have a few remarks about what to say about your situation. Mainly just this. Don't you dare think starving yourself is the way to get skinny. It doesn't really work all that well. Yes, I'm super hypocritical here, but you need to eat. There is no good explanation on why you need to starve yourself because you feel "fat". Anorexia is not the way to go. Starving makes your body worse, then it does for good. Trust me. It only brings irreversible effects that could eventually lead to death. Please, just please don't.
Bby. Okay. First off. I never feel good. When chu feel bad, I feel bad. The pain you have, so do I. All the pain chu feel, I feel. If something happens to you, I'll be behind you. If someone says/does something to you, I'll be making them feel the pain back. If I would be there with chu irl, I would kill those people who did that to you. I never want you to feel like this. I feel the pain that you do. I'm always here, 24/7 for you. If you feel like this, I'll be here. If you think that you're cold to me or anything, I won't care. Seeing you is enough, but seeing you like this, I'll even try EVERYTHING to make you feel good again. Because my love for you, can't get any damage. Also, what @Caity said, starving isn't an option. It'll make things worse. Bby, I love you, and I'm here. <3