Having a break from OITC.

I'm not going to play OITC as much as I have been recently or as much as I have in the past.

Although I'm not straight-up quitting the game.


The main reasons why I don't want to play anymore is because:

1: It's just not the same as it was: What I mean by this is by the community was a LOT more bigger around like 2013 and 2014, and maybe even 2015. Like there was a lot of great people back then that don't play anymore and when part of a community is gone. It's really hard to stay motivated or to even have some fun.

2: ELO System: I just want to play games to mess around in and not worry about gaining & losing ELO Rating, and it just makes the game seem a bit too outrageous, I know ELO has been a thing for quite a while now, but I've always had the same opinion as I do now about it and will probably not change.

3: Being Disliked: There are still some people that still play that I know from back in the day, as well as some new faces in the community, Although a big majority of them don't seem to like me because they don't think I've changed as a person. Which is partly true but also false. Sure I was not a understanding person back then and sometimes I'm still not understanding. Like I feel like because I was young then I didn't know what I was doing and my thought process would just blow up and then I'd turn into a pissy baby rager. I was only a kid then, and I get some people don't forgive for things that have been in the past, but I don't think people can understand my point of view on how it feels to get constantly rejected by so many things. I really do feel like I was a bit harsh on everyone back in the day since I was only a kid with mental issues, But everyone back then was a lot more forgiving compared to now, But also it kind of feels like the other way around at some points.

4: Player Activity: There is not enough players now, compared to like 2012-2015, maybe even 2016 and 2017, Like It's very rare now to see a full 12/12 game, Like I miss being in Skype calls with me and my friends just casually playing some OITC, And now it's like a scavenger hunt to play a game in the afternoon (for my timezone), Like I remember when games, everyone was crowded around the signs spamming right click when it said rebooting on the sign when a game was finished just so they could play and not miss out, Now It's literally the other way around and It's just not fun.

5: Depression: I've been in very bad mental states a lot, especially recently due to the lack of loneliness and how I addressed in point 3, being constantly rejected, I just don't see the point in playing with anyone if it just seems so excluding, This has got to do with 2 things:
1 being the fact that little nooby friend groups that occasionally come on and play OITC, tell you to leave because they're just wanting to play by themselves.
2: Getting excluded from voicecalls and minigames etc (this is more so to do with the current OITC community compared to OITC itself). The feeling of rejection is just really unsettling and I just don't know if I want to just feel sad about it or be a pissy baby rager about it. And usually now it's just being sad about it, but I don't know, it's just not fun


6: The OITC Discord Server: So there is some moderator on that discord, who decided to kick me from the server, because he didn't know who I was...
First of all: Give me a good enough reason to kick me, I was literally in the VC waiting to play Among Us..
Second of all: The clown doesn't even play OITC and it's called "The OITC Discord Server".
Third of all: Why the fuck does he have perms if he doesn't play.
Even so, there is some people in that server that just don't want me to play with them because I've done something wrong? (Idk if it was recent or not) but like can you at least tell me why and give a reason that's fair on both sides of the story.


So yeah, those are the main things that are making me wanting to not play anymore.
I'm just going to have a break from it, I might come on, every now and then to see who's online and what not. But I don't want to play If any of the 6 points I made above (with the exception of point, 1, 2 and 4 and maybe 6) are happening.

Thanks for understanding and reading. - Nix

Merry Christmas and Have a good new year.

 

it's true, i was the oitc server.

 

#6 is true, i was the moderator

 

You are actually wrong. I am tired of your constant threads playing you out to be a victim, so I am going to tell you what I think about all of your points and to answer and questions you have.
Point 1. OITC has had more players this year than in 2017-8-9. The community has grown a little bit thanks to some dedicated members.
Point 2. Just stop caring about Elo. It's just a number on a game. Levels were competitive at the time because the higher upside cared making everyone else care. Almost nobody truly cares about elo.
Point 3. There is a very big reason you are disliked. You are single handely the most sociopathic person I have ever met, even in real life and other games. You are honestly overbearing. You constantly stalk people if so they attempt to ignore you or criticize you. You have threatened multiple times to ddos people for no reason other than you are mad. You are dangerous to others and that is the simplistic reason why they dislike you. This isn't even considering your "I am back and I have changed" gimmick that has gone on for years on the server. INFACT, you are so predictable that I said exactly what would happen when you first came back. I said, and I quote, "give it a month and he will be hated again and banned." I don't take pleasure in being right, because I don't want to turn anyone away from OITC. Ignoring all of my experiences with you, you are a dedicated player, anyone can see that; however I believe you have overall done more harm than good with your time in OITC.
Point 4 is the same as #1 but I would like to add that there is an actual community aspect to OITC unlike ever before, sure back in the day there was Skype, but it does not compare to having everyone here in an open discord that someone can just ask for OITC games and have 7 people immediately answer. I would like to thank Duck, Trevor, Jelly, Kai, Vince, Ezz and so many more for this. They have made OITC enjoyable for me even in a time where I cannot see all of my old friends who I grew up and played with, so I simply don't understand what YOUR problem is if I was a part of the main OITC group back in the day and I still find the community fun today.
Point 5. I have nothing to say about depression as it is a serious issue that you wave around as a make a wish flag and it is disgusting. You know people with actually depression die everyday because they are so alone that they can't find people to talk to. I honestly think that after all of the things I have mentioned beforehand, this is what makes you the most despicable.

Point 6: WHO CARES. If I remember correctly you spammed all staff and Supreme talking about how you wanted to cut yourself because of it. You have issues, and I mean that. Jack is a lot of things and honestly it makes me mad a lot, but he is wholeheartedly a good guy who I do enjoy talking to every once in a while, and that is why he is a op. He is way more of a tolerable human being than you. If I recall as well, you started a "Pro" OITC discord server right after so this doesn't even matter in this context. I don't want to start drama over this, but I cannot stand a liar who makes excuses for their treatment.
I don't want to pour more hatred on you further than you have already experienced, but this is the honest truth about you. You are a deceiving, lying, sociopath who really deserved to stay banned.

 

kinda mean ngl, not veen mentiuoing ur bestete friend evr ? what th ehck

I BANNED YOU >:D

 

I hate to be mean, but, tristan is saying straight fax this whole post, especially in the 3rd and 4th point.

 

Point 1: for 2017-2019 I'm sorry if I got that incorrect, because I wasn't entirely there for most of the time, due to being permanently banned towards the start of 2017.
Point 2: I can understand that but either way, the only reason why I some-what cared is because people in your friend group would probably make fun of me about it so I literally feel trapped.
Point 3: First of all: I don't stalk people physically and sure I may be asking someone too much of something because most of the reason being they're really enjoyable to be and play with and just great and inspiring.
Secondly I've never met you in real life,
Third of all: of course I would be hated if people were completely unbiased over my apology, I was only a kid at the time and with mental disabilities, (Not saying that to be like it's the victim card), but it's still a reality. And clearly for this case I know you hate me and clearly you're attempting to try to turn me away from OITC and I know you said Ignoring the experiences we've had in the past, That's still part of turning me away, And I can somewhat agree with the I've done more bad compared to good, but I can say that the quality of good things I've done for the OITC Community is a lot more effective but not as much as the bad things that were less effective.
Point 4: Not everyone is here in a "open Discord", It's not even open to some of the less known players, (This may be inaccurate since I can't check whose in the OITC Discord), I also don't know what "your" definition of "fun" is, just throwing games and flicking people that go near you?!
Point 5: Don't you fucking dare talk to me about faking depression, I've had to gone to therapy multiple times and you think i'm a fucking make a wish kid?! I have not attended school multiple times due to having constant mental breakdowns and you and your friends are going to fucking joke about it, You DONT have to point out the fact that I've got mental issues and you dont have to rub it in my fucking face in point 6, I FUCKING KNOW I've Been diagnosed with and YOU can FUCK right off with that shit
Point 6: I fucking care, and sure I can understand that you can tolerate Jack more then me, That's fair. But what isn't fair is the fact that he kicks me for literally waiting to play Among Us. And yes I may have taken things to the extreme about cutting myself, you know that's what depression CAN do to people. I'm not fucking taking any of your bullshit, And what is there that I'm lying about?! If it's my mental disorders?! YOU ARE DAMN WRONG. And you're saying that I'm the one lying when you clearly don't want to cause "drama", You're clearly doing that, you're just saying you don't want to pour anymore hatred towards me just to backup your own point you previously made. A big majority of the things you've and I've said are false.

 

https://prnt.sc/wc60yb
That is NOT someone who is looking for help. That is someone trying to manipulate and take advantage of others. I let almost everyone else form their own opinions about you. I intentionally tried to not mention the reasons why I disliked you or the fact that I did in general. I NEVER talk about you because, frankly, it makes me sad. You have been given multiple chances to change in OITC's history, but you keep repeating the mistakes of the past. You say you have changed and all of this, but where is it? How many bans do you have now? How many return threads? How many lies? I want you to get some help, but I believe that OITC will not help you out. As the past has shown, you are incapable of behaving like a normal being on this server. You cannot possibly understand the frustration of having to watch you make a fool out of yourself constantly. At the end of the day, you are one of the more original OITC players on the server. Like I said above, you are dedicated don't get me wrong, but I believe that drive to be the best is making you a worse person along the way. I realized long ago that you were incredibly dangerous, and that is why I stopped talking to you. Do you remember when you got on alts just to message me when I ignored you? How about recently when you would spam message members of the OITC discord to play bedwars because "I KNOW YOU HAVE ONLY 3 LET ME PLAY!" That wasn't mean to destroy your life or downplay anything serious you might have in real life, but I believe it is all performance art you are showing. It is painfully clear you use depression as a tool to get what you want. "Can I have a million dollars?" "No" "Ok, I will just cut myself then." <-- That isn't healthy. It isn't anyway someone should be acting even if it is online. I have lost a friend due to depression and you could never tell they were depressed. if they went to bed sad, then I would send them a story from my childhood to try to make them feel better. I know the consequences of serious mental illness, and the ultimate price it can cost. Once again, I don't care to see you harassed or bullied for posting a thread, but when you take it to dms and try to get what you want by telling people you are contemplating suicide is when it goes too far. I stick to what I said above; in that, I believe you should have stayed banned. For your sake and all of ours.

 

I bet you shower with socks on