Well lately I have been more active on the server more than I intended to and I have been talking to a certain friend of mine almost every single day. I'm just chilling with them and talking to each other about whatever comes to mind. Sure reminds me of the good old days.
I feel pretty empty, but if you look at it in a way we're all empty. It's a constant need to find something that entertains this feeling of needing to make progress to feel alive in a sense, it's an endless loop of getting to a goal, getting tired of being at that goal than making a new one. It's like this new comfort and luxury comes into your life and you instantly get used to it instead of enjoying what you already have. I've become a model, photographer, videographer, and designer. It all makes me happy, but it doesn't feed this constant need for a substance. I don't wanna use the word lost, but I'm lost right now.