My Story (Heavily Detailed)

Hi,

Note to staff: I don't really care if you just consider this as drama and locking it, and if someone flames, don't blame me, I'm sharing a flipping topic, which everyone can share their's

today I want to talk about something I never talked about here
alot of people see me as a nice guy here and some see me as a bad person who hacked 1 year ago and they think "he's hacking!!!111"

Well here's why I'm doing all of this (lying, hating, being a nice dude)
Since second grade I was abandond by everyone (excluding my house family), I didn't have any actual friends that support me and stuff, forth grade came, everyone who was in third grade was moved out of the kids school (that only from 1-3 grade males in but females are 1-12 grade) to this school near us (actually, same school but diffirent building, the old one was moved) things got even worse, after seeing the kids there, they are one of the most racist people I have ever, ever met in my life, and it continued on till 6th grade, I became taller, huger, and now everyone is racist and scared of me...I almost broke the skull of my class mate because of his daily annoyance (yes, with a metal table handle), 7th grade came, things changed a bit, my life got slightly better, or thats what I thought, in a week and out of pure nowhere, everyone was on me, EVERYONE literally was against me in everything, they blame me if someone hits me and I tell the counsiler (or whatever he's called), the struggle got worse, but at least I have some time alone :>
now its 8th grade, nothing changed, people still hatin, and SOME people changed, I've got a hang of things, and actually in 2008 (first time using internet, car game ofc) I've found ALOT of nice people throughout the internet world, then at 2011, I saw IJ&H video 12 (fun) ways to kill a person at minecraft, I thought it was amazing and downloaded this minecraft game, I used 2 cracked accounts (minecrafter_mc and mohammed200232) I honeslty forgot the password to mohammed200232 and the email password to minecrafter_mc xD, I played on diffirent servers, I even met ghosteez (the guy who does parkour with Bodil40) without knowing that he's a youtuber, he was taking screenshots with people deadlox's server and I was like why not?, in the same year I found a server that was incridibly rising at players and is cracked (I got on deadlox's server by using a real survey of an account named nathan_sheely), so I got on minecrafter_mc and visited the server, one thing that amazed me is that you can fly at any time except when pvping. it was peaceful af, it had 250x250 creative plots, so I took my chance there and started building, an Admin once showed up at my plot and liked my plot so much he promoted me 5 ranks up (they had this ranking system, and no, im not staff on there), I asked to demote because it was kinda unfair for others, at 2012 the server was hacked by someone and everyone was banned for 2 weeks except 6 people (I was one of them) who were banned for 5 month's, my faction and shop was still going, I was amused by that, while I was banned I saw IJ&H server annoucement and decided to give it a try, it was awesome meeting the youtubers and walking around the server, untill I saw WIZARDHAX *skipping part* I was hacking nonstop not nowing the consequences, xX_Hackerz_Xx saw me and recorded but didnt report untill last year xD, I was banned by a staff member for 1 month and then I promised to never hack and restarted everything in my minecraft (I was using my cousin's laptop at his house because he is the owner of twista_17, untill 2013 he gave it to me) it was only IJ&H and MelonMc in my server list, I came back, again silent and undercover, like the real me, untill I saw @_Magical and I put a simple yo mama joke (Yo mama was so fat, she broke the earth) I got kicked after I crossed the line, AND BAM the journey started *skipping 2.5 years, 8th grade* I have met ALOT of people on IJ&H and MelonMc, I made a ton of friends here, there and everywhere, some classmates became my friends also, I'm happy yay, but if it wasn't for Java, a game and 2 servers, I probably would've suicided 3 years ago, some say the internet is bad, but in my opinion its an awesome place for 13+ people (I was 5 when I used it, it was all car games)
some people would say I'm lying here, and I say don't prove something about someone if you don't know the thing about it, even if you witnesses