I think this thread will explain a lot of my recent behaviour, and how I abused my privilege when I could have easily avoid a countless amount of situations. With the recent startup of my school year, I have finally summed up a few things and problems that I could have either avoided, caused or were obvious about me. My demotion was an obvious sign that things were getting out of hand, but there are things I want to talk about, and it is my right. I remember seeing the demotion message, and I wasn't surprised, but I was surprised for one of the reasons I was demoted. "Mental illnesses" (my anxiety) was one of the reasons I was demoted, or are you guys trying to find reasons to demote me? Mental illness is NOT a reason for someone to be demoted, nor will I tolerate it. Take it as a message of "not everyone can be normal" and "not everyone can be perfect", because I cannot bare to have this in the back of my mind and not say anything about it. Yes, I know this had to do with inactivity, but I will deserved a 1 day break from the constant hell I had been living through to keep everyone happy. That aside, school has been tiring, stressful and has been hard to deal with and I can't be here anymore. I need space and time to heal right now, and the way I am being looked at isn't the person I want to be looked as. I am weak, and I need help, but the image I have here isn't what I want to be. My attitude was brought upon from stress of starting school and never having enough time. I know some of you have realized that I had become more passive-aggressive, and aggressive in general, something I knew I couldn't control. There is a problem, one singular problem, that I hope is fixed by the time I come back. Not everything is an argument, and this forum handled it better before it became more toxic. This can be fixed. You just need to find the right way. Thank you my mouse also broke so that's a big part of that.