in june i made a little sketch of Aspen, my oc, being driven to insanity. just decided to redraw it because, meh, why not? Spoiler: Still Pretty Bad i wanted it to have a strange, abstract sense to it. if this is trippy, i'm sorry. it's just the style i drew it in. so, there are these little white-stick looking things that are supposed to symbolize his arms, paws and claws. the misshappen banana looking things are actually clawmarks, literally showing that he's ripping all the sanity away. ugh im going to look back a year later and think of how awful i am at digital art :^)
Don't worry, you will. Or at least I did. I started drawing a year ago, and my first drawings were traaaaaash. Till December, they were pretty horrible, and had many mistakes. After a year, it might seem like you're still bad or something, but you'll look back and rethink that, because you were probably worse when you started (: