You may have realized I've been a little more prone to people that I should be ignoring. This is because my grandpa has recently passed away, and my uncle is diagnosed with cancer, which is incurable. This has broken my heart for these reasons: My uncle's wife passed away from cancer as well, and he has 2 daughters, and if he passes away, they won't have a home. They will most likely live with us. My grandpa was somewhat close to me, and to see him go hurts my quite a tad. I've tried to conceal it here on the forums, but if you have realized on the server, this is why. I am hoping that this no longer affects my life here on the forums and on the server, but I wanted to drop in and say sorry for acting this way. If you have any questions, please ask me.
For the future, whether it's true or not, information like that is not something that you should share in this manner. You shouldn't worry what people think about you, and sharing info like this in order to change what they think is the incorrect way to ever go about it, especially on a public internet forum. Just be yourself and show everyone that you have improved.