i'm sorry | lies

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  1. witchchick128

    witchchick128 Amity Blight Donator

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    This thread is really long, but I really hope you read the whole thing. It would really mean a lot to me. And no, this is not a joke. As I usually am a goofball, this thread is 100% real.

    I was planning to make this sort of thread around early-2019, but I can't really hold back this lie any longer.

    Now, this thread might get my account banned because XenForo sites require people to be 13+. I'll touch more on this later, but I'm gonna tell you where I started, first.

    I joined this forum when I was 8 years old. I had been playing on the server for a while and I had met a player who had become my best friend (nixisawesome, if you were wondering.) Because of this, I thought I could make more friends joining the forums. However, I thought people wouldn't really want to talk to a third grader, so I signed up saying I was 10. I know, what a difference. It was around when I turned '12' where I would meet someone who I consider my best friend. Though, I sometimes feel like I harass him too much. This person is @aund . Along with some of his friends (who I will not name because I feel like I'm already breaking too many boundaries by naming people), I had become someone who I was definitely not. However, I thought no one would really want to talk to a 10-year-old, and let's not forget that I'm a primary example of a squeaker so... However, these people saw more in me. So I kept up this persona. My name was Ken and my age was 12. Around mid-March, I left the group for a few reasons, the main one being because I wanted to find what I wanted to do in life, rather than just being a bum. I settled on a musician. I came back around... mid-May-ish, however to a different server. This was @Rem 's server 'Waifu Realms'. Here is where I would reunite with Aund and meet some of my newer friends, namely Rem / Xeno, Jenn and Nicole (and some others who I can't name because I'm a loser lmao). I applied for helper on the server and I actually got accepted! I resigned a few days ago because I didn't really do much as a helper. However, this skyrocketed my friend count (and by that, I made like 3-4 more friends) and I had actually become a well-known member. I was '13' at the time. However, the guilt was too much for me to handle, due to me lying to pretty much everyone I talked to over the internet. Bare in mind, I had also moved provinces (I'm Canadian) so I had a fresh start and I had made some IRL friends and became an extrovert. They saw me as the true me. However, online, I was a totally different person.

    So I'm finally killing the Ken persona.

    Here is the real me:

    My name is Silas. I am 11 years old. I am a loud, annoying, extroverted person who often plays a lot of games. I am an XXXTENTACION superfan.

    View me as you want from this thread, I just really needed to get this off of my chest.

    Now, I don't know exactly what the rules are, but I know most XenForo sites are 13+, so I might get my account banned. If I do, I'd like to thank everyone I've met and the IJAH team for giving me a place to vent and spill myself onto the web. This site helped me grow up, this site helped me become somewhat social, this site never looked down on me, but only had love for me.

    If you guys ever want to talk to me, hit my Discord. Deku#0342

    I'm gonna be using Silas (or something similar to that) on most of my socials as I want to become a musician and I want to use my real name.

    I've also been lying about my last name, which I will not reveal due to obvious privacy reasons.

    I'm sorry for lying.

    -Silas
     
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  2. aund

    aund aund / wthf Donator

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    Damn
     
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  3. Trevor

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    Bro it's fine, lying can sometimes do you good. I was a huge lier back in 2015, I kept saying I was older than I was. I am glad you learned from your mistakes.
     
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  4. NickerPan

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    So you like X and watch Boku no Hero Academia right?
     
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  5. Trevor

    Trevor Donator

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    @Smg is this suitable for introductions and farewells?
     
  6. Smg

    Smg Retired | Also known as 'Phaithful' Donator

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    Doesn't seem that hes leaving
     
  7. witchchick128

    witchchick128 Amity Blight Donator

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    fuck yuh!
    You are correct, I'm staying
     
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  8. NickerPan

    NickerPan Donator

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    Mah boi
     
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  9. Trevor

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    Oh, okay.
     
  10. dinoceros

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    you're fine, there's no age minimum for being on the forums. i was openly 10 years old when i joined (:
     
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    wait why is this thread still alive w0t
     
  12. dinoceros

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    oops didn't see date my b
     
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  13. witchchick128

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    i still love you jerome
     
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    Bruh its aight I was like 8 when I got it and said I was like 17 or smth Idk

    you sound like you tryna admit to something like terrible
     
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    roughly like 70% of people here have their ages lied

    some light bruv
     
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    Even though I don't know you personally, I have mad respect for this thread.
     
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    @hmj SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE?! You revived a thread that didn't need to be revived!
    No, but mad respect, folks. I haven't even got a bad reaction from anyone for coming out like this. Thanks to all who have replied / will in the future. I'm gonna live the rest of my days out as me and me only.

    BTW, I've changed my Discord name and that's goon#0342 (This name is temp., my main names are SILAS, Silas or silas, all with the tag #0342

    P.S. - Please do not treat me any different. I'm still me, and I'm going to continue to be me until I am no longer me. Treat me the same, kk ily
     
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    He acts older than he is, I thought he was 15 or something
     
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  19. RulerofMobs

    RulerofMobs Fuck. Bye, survival. Donator

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    i was like 11 when i joined the forums but I said i was 16 (i'm 13 rn)
    since im younger i dont have a problem with people who are 11/12/around there. i wont treat you any different.
     
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    I commonly get that I'm a "really mature 11-year-old" mainly because I try to section myself off from the idolized version of an 11 year old gamer. You know the one, the "I FUCKED YOUR MOM" and "HOW DID YOU KILL ME REEEEEE" kids you see on Call Of Duty. I don't wanna be that. I wanna be some lighthearted, chill dude (though I'm kinda hyper shh dont tell anyone) who you can talk to about anything.
    I kind of meant that I don't wanna be treated better because I'm younger. I feel that's something people would do. IDK I haven't seen it TOO much but I'm just preparing myself for if it does come
     
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