i don't know where to begin.

Discussion in 'Server Discussion' started by Teddie, Oct 13, 2017.

  1. Teddie

    Teddie Donator

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    I don't know where to begin with this.

    As you guys may already know, I've recently stepped down from being a staff member. Why you may ask? Busy with school, work and dealing with other personal stuff in my life. I've always found little time to go on and so I made the decision to step down. I didn't want to keep being inactive and I thought that stepping down would be the best decision for me. I've been constantly trying to balance work/school but it seems too much for me. I'm currently resorting to skipping school to make some time for work. I don't really mind about my education because I'm a straight-90 student and I should be fine as long as I attend exam sessions. One of the final reasons why I left the team was because I kind of lost interest on being a Staff Member. I don't really want to go into much details into this but the only thing that I can really say is that I was forcing myself to come on even thought that's not how things we're supposed to be.

    Over these past 8-9 months as a staff member, I really enjoyed my time as a staff member. I met a lot of new friends on the server that I haven't met before and this experience was really delightful for me. This server will always be my favorite and the one that I made the most memories on. Even with me gone as a staff member, I don't want cut all of my ties with everyone, so I've decided not to leave the community. I see no point in doing so. A couple of years ago, I've left the community without notice and people starting to worry about me. I don't want to go through that experience again. Being a staff was a wonderful experience in general. It legitimately felt like I was in a family.

    I do plan to try to come back as a Staff Member one day. This is just a hiatus for me to try to settle things in my life. I have too much things to worry about right now and it'll probably take me a while to fix everything. I know I still have a lot of things to improve on as an individual and I'll try my best to get better.


    Special Mentions:
    @GhostOfStar and @tence3000 : There are legit no words to describe how much you guys mean to me. You guys mean the world to me. If I hadn't met you guys, I wouldn't really be the same person. Both of you help me improve as a staff member and as an individual in general. Everytime I would get a message from either one of you, I would be really happy to see us talk to each other. I love both of you <3

    @Radii : Where do I even start with you? You're an amazing person, did you know that? You took your time in your life to help me with my problems. You took the time to listen to me and to help me whenever I felt down. Thanks to you and to the others, my life is slowly getting better. I don't want the be the only one talking about my problems so if you have something wrong, hit me up on Snapchat! (:

    Honorable Mentions:
    @Phoenix
    @Konohito
    @OlleSwedish
    @Rave
    @Unprepossessing
    @rem
    @Cheez
    @ANumber2Pencil
     
  2. Jakt

    Jakt Former Mod+ |questionable | Donator

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    Thanks for everything you weeb loser, you've been a great guy on the team which I've always have been looking up to as a funny and amusing person. I do wish we will still keep in contact through for your weeb series and suggestions on anime which I'll never watch under my entire life.
     
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  3. Teddie

    Teddie Donator

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    you'll be forced to watch it eventually
    <3
     
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  4. tence3000

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    @SpookyScaryTeddie you are such an amazing person and you really deserve to do well in life.
    You care a lot about others but you need to remember to care about yourself.
    I wish you the best in all you strive to do man and if you need anything or anyone to talk to I'm always here to help.
     
  5. Teddie

    Teddie Donator

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    Thanks man! You too!
    I'm trying my best to care about myself, as I am more preoccupied to care about others.
     
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    TwageTomato Former Mod Donator

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    Saaaaame dude. I wish you the best out there and throughout your future, whether or not that future includes rejoining the staff team.
     
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  7. Teddie

    Teddie Donator

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    Thanks man. I really appreciate your support (:
     
  8. dreamvlle

    dreamvlle resigned Donator

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    thanks for all the wonderful work you did for the server, even though i haven’t seen it as of recently you were one of the best staff i knew :)

    your work afaik will be remembered, try and keep contact!! if not, i hope you do excel in academics and such
     
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  9. t3mptr3s

    t3mptr3s ~ Emotional Support Staff Member ~ Staff Member Mod+

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    Damn Soda. Good luck with school and stuffs.
     
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  10. ThatOneMark

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    And another one gone.
     
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  11. RulerofMobs

    RulerofMobs Fuck. Bye, survival. Donator

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    IRL FIRST! Life is so much more than a game, treat it like that. Hope life get's better.
     
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  12. Teddie

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    thanks liz (:

    thanks! really appreciate it!

    thanks man but like we both know everyone > rem

    yeppo

    mhm. thanks for the support (:
     
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