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Поляризованный, Male, from America.
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Yeah, I've rather been more distant from the community over the last few months. Not leaving, just throwing that out there. Hell no, least, not yet.
Don't have too many friends, I have a few 'acquaintances' that I hold in high regard, but for the most part I'd count two good friends I still have on here. Had the opportunity to have more, but that ship has sailed for me.
Community itself is alright, sometimes rather toxic though and I cannot relate too much with it any more. Staff team is alright as well, some I think are good, some I think are amazing, some I think.. you get the picture.
Me personally I don't really have an interest for Minecraft, even though I have a desktop now, therefore making my say on matters mostly irrelevant. Ironic because this is a Minecraft server, and it also explains my inactivity. Lost interest in it three years ago when I decided to leave in the first place. Thought I could restore my interest in it, but not even three years could do that for me. Comrades to play the game with make it a little bit more fun, but I still think the game is rather dull for me. I am better off playing TF2 or something, that's my cup of tea.
Hell, only reason why I am still here is because of a few close comrades I still have on this server. Won't leave until either they do it something happens personally.
Anyway, personality-wise, I am quite anti-social if that is what you want to describe my attitude as. Don't count on me to keep a conversation going by myself. Unless you are a social god and are amazing at finding thinks to talk about, don't count on me to bring anything to the table. I am also quite resilient and I am very independent. Anything else regarding this matter isn't necessary for me to put here. Because this isn't my autobiography.
I am a bit too lazy to go entirely over my tastes in music and video games, so I will just make a general statement.
I have interesting taste in music and in video games I do prefer a mix of casual and competitive.
I do have a little more to say, and that is regarding my personal history and contributions in this community since I have decided to return to the absolute epitome of a 'shadow of its former self', considering I do think that knowing the background of events is important.
I came back to this server in later February of 2016, after previously been gone for two to three years. I started out, at least by my standards, immature but direct, which the latter I believe is a good trait if you want people to actually know what you think instead of bottling up your thoughts or being quite vague in times of when the need to be direct is apparent. This is especially outlined in my first months of being back here. Also, if I had an opinion, it was going to be heard. Whether or not you liked it or not. About anything. Some people liked my attitude then while others did not. I still don't censor myself just to make people happy or 'feel good', and if I do there is good reason. Looking back, I do believe I got a little ahead of myself and probably could have executed my actions better.
Started and indeed ended a lot of arguments that required a lot more competence then I originally had at the time, but I do feel that under the guidance of time, I have higher standards for my own personal self, contrary to when I first made my return here.
Along the way I made a lot of friends and acquaintances,
some I am very loyal to and probably the sole reason on why I am here and some have helped me get though certain parts of my return to this community. All of the people hinted towards have greatly made this time back quite an amazing time, and have endless amounts of thanks for all of you.
Now a lot of my acquaintances have either 'left', gone inactive, or simply have little to no communication with to the point to where it is a shared feeling of respect. My respect is earned and isn't something achieved easily, but the whole point behind friendship is voluntary communication, which has been lacking in my opinion.
Press forward to now, I am much more inactive than how I was a year ago, but I have made my name heard across this entire community I do believe at least at some point. I have by now made very clear I made quite a few friends also and almost achieved something much greater than that in my opinion.
After all, what matters more than having reliable friends and the will to go on?