May - Accepted as Helper, got to catch up with former friends, confident. April - I passed all my important end-of-the-year exams, was over-all just a good month. June - Summer month, schools over. Move to Spain (kinda said, that's why it's not 2nd) March - Strengthened relationships with my family. July - Another summer month, summer vibes. Caught up with amazing people. January - Had a lot of parties, was generally an "okay" month. August - Started struggling with anxiety, started worrying about school. February - There was nothing extraordinary about this month, but it's not the worst. December - Started clearing up my record, worked harder, confident again. September - Demoted as Helper. Had problems with former friends. November - Still struggling with the loss of some of my very close friends. October - Easily my worst month, it's the worst month I have ever lived, easily. Post your month list, you don't have to reason it, but it'd be pretty cool if you did.
January: Started the year off to a bad start with anxiety about starting high-school baseball, and my depression started back up February: Not all that different from January but alongside baseball anxiety, school anxiety got up to me with the new semester. Depression got worse. March: Getting used to school and anxiety going down alongside depression due to warmer months. April: Baseball fully outside, used to the school routine and starting to feel better. May: Feeling great, took this time to play my baseball games and end off the year with a good note. June: Stressful due to exams but felt amazing once I was done. I also started my progression to lose weight. July: Continued progression to lose weight but fell upon an obstacle that would ultimately stop me. During my journey of weight loss, I had a routine of running/walking around my block 5-6 times at once, twice a day. Without stretching beforehand and my body not being used to this, I experienced horrible pains in both of my legs to the point where I had trouble walking. This ultimately made me take a break from the running and the lazyness of not doing anything except occasional summer baseball games made me add back the weight I lost. August: Continued to gain my weight back but this is my birthday month and I got to spend it with my family down the shore. I had such an amazing time and this was one of the first years where I actually took a break from Minecraft for the week and used that extra time to connect with my family, especially my younger relatives. September: Anxiety of school starting back up again made me feel horrible. I ended August with being lazy and doing anything I could to avoid going back to school. I procastinated my summer work until the ending of August and the beginning of September, but got it done. Ultimately, with learning that my schedule for that semester wouldn't be that hard, and me getting my permit, I am proud of this month. October: Began to be pressured into getting a job by my dad. I eventually broke and was very stressed out due to this. I did end up applying in late october and got the job. I started late October and was very stressed due to it but learned that there are some awesome people in the store I work with who were willing to do anything to make me feel comfortable. November: Great month overall, didn't have much stress, was driving more, and got used to my job. Thanksgiving break also got me hyped. December: This was my best month overall. I was able to buy my Samsung Galaxy S8 that I earned with my money from work, and I was actually able to buy relatives presents for the first time with my own hard earned money. This made me feel amazing especially seeing my younger relatives opening up my gifts to them. Christmas break wasn't too shabby at all either. 1. June 2. May 3. December 4. November 5. September 6. April 7. March 8. October 9. August 10. July 11. January 12. February
1. January - got sworn in 2. February - 2nd month in office 3. March - 3rd month in office 4. April - 4th month in office 5. May - 5th month in office 6. June - 6th month in office 7. July - 7th month in office 8. August - 8th month in office 9. September - 9th month in office 10. October - 10th month in office 11. November - 11th month in office 12. December - 12th month in office
I can't really rank my months because they were all shit. 2017 as a whole was easily the worst year of my life and I hope to not look back on it. Although, September was probably good because I graduated from school. 1. September 2. The rest.
2017: January - September | Idk ok I guess October - | Promoted to Helper November - | Friend passed away / “depression” starting to come back, constantly anxious for no reason December - | Idk Christmas I guess + November but worse